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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

--;; the photos are so out of size,if there's such a thing.blah,whatever.hope there's time to get them done tmr.my connection damn sucks.nights babes <3

[EDITTED] BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES OF NANYANG GLITTERS <3
thankyou vinette! (:


my lovely dance troupe <3



MY BELOVED BATCHMATES <3 where are the rest! anyhow,THE BEST BATCH EVER.



me and darling pretty siyu! <3


our very few triplets shot! (: tryos!




(: sharon insisted we should hold on to that rod thing --



vinette chit me siying (:



our beautiful esplanade passes! (:



my pass! (:



haha vinette didnt believe we can take a photo like that (:



spastic sharon! (:


math remedial and photonics are okay.okayokay.i thought trigo revision at math yesterday was kinda useful.but i fell asleep at differentiation today.khoo kok thye didnt teach me anything! ): but there's a different teacher everyday so im hoping something useful will come out of math remedial tmr.i want to cross the bridge!mhmm!and potato chan is reallyreallyreallyREALLYYY funny(: hahha he is such a funny person.he talks to himself(: and wanteng and i happened to be the slackiest group out of the three there we just anyhow put those apparatus together and dontknow why succeeded and he thought we are such geniuses and praised us hahha wanteng and i laughed like mad(: then we are demanding a lunch treat from him on thurs cos we're going nus for some research stuff.mm!OH and i saw cheeyang on 961 today on the way to mft nursing home for cip.standing right beside him man.haha i was thinking four (?) months back if this happens i will probably faint.but,yeah(: i didnt.so long;

supernova;

glitters is over. ): nanyang modern dancers we did it,all together(: thanks to each and every one of you for making it such a wonderful pleasant and memorable experiece for us the secfours.mm.we would hate to leave nymd.the troupe,the juniors,the studio.and i would really hate to leave each and every single person.even though we leave as a batch,it would be different.who knows if we would even be together in jc?im feeling so mixed up.it has been three and a half years.i've seen the seniors leave,batch by batch.the juniors come,one by one.then forming up nymd altogether again.in these years,dance let me experience every emotion possible.happiness,depression,gladness,enjoyment,warmth,a sense of achievement,and now a sense of loss.i dont want to leave.im really bad at expressing my feelings,so what i say now cant really reflect how overwhelmed i am, or we are,by this whole thing.all i want to say is i love nymd,truly.

to the secfours:it has been an amazing journey.through out all these years with you guys.our time in nymd passed amazingly fast.i guess it's like the finale song,it's time to say goodbye ): i love our batch.it was you guys who made every thursday and saturday so much fun for me and made me look forward to them so much.it was you guys who gave me that sense of warmth and security in nymd.we've gone thru ups and downs,lefts and rights,and now who we stand is who we truly are.love you guys.

to the juniors (whoever who are reading this): treasure nymd!whatever time that is left,treasure.cos each and every second in the studio counts.dance will make everyone a better person,seriously.dont forget us alright,we are really going to miss each and every one of you.cos every single one of you count.esp to the secthrees,you guys are a strong lot.dont ever feel disappointed or despondent over anything,cos you know we will always be supporting you guys.continue to let nymd shine.(:

beautiful memories of glitters <3 when my connection speeds up(:

we captured those beatiful memories together;

sigh.today was freaky.close to two hours of lectures,problem-solving--;; and yeah.sigh.reallyreally hope things will go on fine on saturday.it's so fast.only two days away.less than two days,to be exact.NANYANG GLITTERS.nanyang modern dancers we can do it!bolero,dontstop,amazonic blue.mhmm!it shall be a memorable experience yah.just imagining all the seats in the audience filled up with people kinda scares me out.there are like seats everywhere.which means there will be people everywhere.haha stage fright!sigh.really hope nothing screws up.i think what ms yeo said today at the studio was rather true.it was kinda thought-provoking.sigh.i dont want the dance troupe to fall ): i dontknow what i can do for you seriously.whatever.we should only focus on the show now.the show the show the show.glitters glitters glitters!FOCUS.concentrate.nothing's more important.go nymd!i cant believe it.after this saturday the secfours will be gone.four years.everything will be over in less than two days' time.it's kinda incredible.i cant really accept it.haha it feels weird but i suddenly have an urge to cry(: is this that kind of feeling every senior will get when they have to leave?hugs.love every second with nymd,with my dancemates,the juniors.I'LL MISS ALL OF YOU.shoutouts someday.i love all of you.at least i can be sure that what i'll bring away from nymd are definitely,the beautiful beautiful memories. <3<3<3

you will be kept secretly, deep in my heart;

mhmm!had glitters rehearsal at the esplanade today.got to miss school!(: only had chinese and math where we didnt do much of anything haha.i thought that eunice looked so nice in her strings gown.haha that was random,but yeah.anyway helen and i got to dance studio during first recess,changed and started the hair makeup and stuff.our hair was tied up in a bun!then when i took it down just now when i got home it was like curly wurgly luckily it's straight now(: anyway yeah.then we kinda had to rush hair and makeup cos it was almost time to board the bus.yup.talked to helen meisiew jac on the way to esplanade haha had some laughs and everything.mhmm i love time with the dancers! <3 got there,had lunch.waited for time for amazonic blue.haha all the people studying and mugging for tests im like so slackk(: anyway mr raj freaked me out today.he was like in a really bad mood.heard he was worst during bolero,but yeah he still freaked me out.during amazonic i can feel my heart thumping away.brr.sigh.but luckily sharon said it was rather good,the steps she means.there's room for improvement though,so jiayou modern dancers!(: haha time to say goodbye was rather cool i thought.cant reach the high notes haha really admire the choir.soprano so pro(: haha poor jac waited for us for so long before we can come down and go for dinner together.went for dinner at marina square pizza hut with sharon helen jac and meisiew.ate and talked till like 7plus 8.reached home at 930 and yeah.all i want to say is that glitters will be our last performance.the last dance,for the secfours.mhmm,really hope it would be a great one.dancing at the esplanade,on the beautiful stage for a 2000-strong audience.it would be such a wonderful and grand experience.let us make it a perfect show(: nothing is perfect,but we will try our bestest bestest.dance our lives,our passion.go nymd! <3 <3 <3

dance our way to the end of love;

Because I Love You (the postman song)
-Stevie.B

I got your letter
From the postman just the other day
So I decided to write you this song
Just to let you know
Exactly the way I feel
To let you know my love's for real

Because I love you
And I'll do anything
I'll give you my heart, my everything
Because I love you
I'll be right by your side
To be your light, to be your guide

If you should feel
That I don't really care
And that you're starting to lose ground
Just let me reassure you
That you can count on me
And that I'll always be around

Because I love you
My heart's an open door
Girl, won't you please come on in
Because I love you
I'll be right by your side
To be your light, to be your guide
Because I love you
I'll be right by your side
To be your light, to be your guide

I AM SO FREAKING PISSED AND FRUSTRATED.SO DAMN HELPESS I FEEL SO USELESS.UGH/.THIS TOTALLY SUCKSSSS ASS.

crying tears of you;

im feeling angsty now.ANGST.dont really know the definition of that word.but yeah.i just feel that im feeling AH okay nothing nevermind shall stop trying to explain myself when i dont even know what im saying.): mm.just these pent-up frustrations in me i guess.and hearing stuff i so do not wish to hear.angry at some people.why are they so blessed.when they dont deserve it at all.i cant focus in lessons.math test wednesday which im so going to screw.how to pass when people say pretest is so damn easy yet you dont even know how to solve more than half of the questions.damnit.random chinese compo test first period tmr.and when i need you so you are not there.crap.today in class i just had a sudden yearning for the studio.studio studio studio!dance dance dance.when you can simply let it all out.dance a good dance.and you will feel happy.ahh.simply the need to fling yourself around and go crazy.i dontknow.luckily for me,there's dance.marianne says joining ny modern dance made her a better person.i feel the same way.nothing that can replace dance.nothing nothing nothing.everything else in the world are all crap.im not a good dancer,but i owe so much to dance seriously.im so glad for dance tmr.i dontknow.just want to be with dance.be with the magic.be with the creators of this very special magic,my dancemates.juniors.everyone.just want to be with you guys once again.suddenly it just seems so long since i last talked to you guys.i know it has only been a few days,yet it feels so damn long.tmr.the music,the dance,the connection.that feeling.yes,tmr.thanks so much dance.thanks so much nymd.

'CAUSE YOU PUT A SPELL ON ME;

love dance today!although it was only a few minutes in the studio we didnt do much only a few times of amazonic but!i think the feeling at dance today was really strong!like what mr raj said(: haha i told jiayuan and she agrees too.then she say it's because the music is really loud today.thats why its strong enough to pull everyone and the whole dance together.okay.future dance pracs the volume shall be loudloudloud(: cos the feeling is simply so wonderful.it's like magic(: YAY.dance can make us very happy!yay we all love dance(: haha i wonder if there is anything in the world that can match up to dance.MHMM.i love nymd i love dance i love the company of the secfours and the dancers(: yay nymd is love! <333

a magical feeling so right;

I LOVE NANYANG FUNFAIR 2006 <3

today was better than i imagined.the crowd at least.there was a crowd.nanyang was filled today(: there were people loads of people and loud music and love friendships declaration and people and people and food and henna and momma milkshakes and oreos(: it was nice.i like this feeling of having a successful school funfair.especially since this is like one in ten years(: walked and ran around taking orders for milkshakes.then went for shift.i think the milkshakes made earlier were nicer): after that it sorta loses the taste.ah i dontknow.but well.i love my funfair grp/committee.can really feel that we care for this funfair and we're trying our best to make it a success.when some people dont even give a damn.we did.at least we can tell ourselves we did our best(: and thats good.mhmm.it was a good memory i guess.i love the milkshakes we made(: the oreos(: and there were times when we couldnt make them fast enough and made alot people wait): thanks everyone who supported our stall(: mhmm.but i dont like this feeling of missing the funfair.so many long days of preparation.now one day in six hours its gone.and i didnt go quite alot of places.like those haunted houses.and those uncle ringo rides.and games and stuff.sigh.haha i saw alot of people today though(: but now there is like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.i expected it yesterday.but well sometimes feeling a way you expected doesnt make it less sad or less painful or whatever.i miss nanyang fuunfair.i really do.

ohyah thanks nicole(: thanks for the testtube gel thingy you made specially for me(: haha and theres still a hat full of stars inside too(: thanks dear <3 i wanted to give you one milkshake ahh but i couldnt get away): but our milkshakes are nice right(: YAY.oh anyway i showed junning whos her daddy today(: and shes happy(: YAY.hahaha.and jerk it out was fab.the second talentime was fullhouse.we screamed go modern dance and cheered(: it was cool(:

shook;